Monday, January 31, 2011

today, im feelin so bored. what im gonna do in my house if just watch tv read the novel that i must see dictionary always.and the most i do is eat,eat and eat. and after that z...z....z.... u know what i mean. so long ayah didnt go back to m'sia. really missed him so much. im pity to mama cause it already a long time ayah go to dubai. i think mama felt so lonely.pity on her. now is chinese new year holiday.
gong ci fa coi. to da chinese. recently i read my friend blog. their life so cheerful because she taking english class. i know its fee is expensive for me maybe so mama not  register me to the english session.
sometime im feel so suck because the life im actually want is always my friend get it. what about me?
is it not my time,god? im just waitin..
i must realise that we are not the perfect man in the world. but it hard for me cause im always look the people beside me always success on what they doing. when its gonna be my time??

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

gim

kemarin pergi gim dgn mak. mmg best.Sementare exercise, smpat lg budak bermesra dgn seorang akak ni. dari uitm gak,tp sbg tenaga pengajar a.k.a lecturer. finally i can talked with someone.I thought its really cool for me because im already get older and im must talk to people not only my friend. my mum already talked about to be more talkative to her friend.Man or woman. when im in school i alredy not a type woman talked with other guy.Thats why my heart will beat fast and fast and  like i want to go to another place. nervous. that my problem.arini budak try bnyak gak tool. kt gim tu. at least more than two. he.he.he..
  at that gym, there's tutor that taught me so many about the exercise im doing at there. the instructor told me that  im so panic when  im on run track tool.(actually dont know wat the name of tool). im feeling so good. at there i can do a lot of thing.just exercise. and i still remember that my friend challenge me to loose some weight. hey,buddy, i will kept our promise.

Friday, January 21, 2011

sabarlah..

       Sebagai manusia,budak selalu lupa apa yang diperintahkan tuhan.Budak slalu tidah menunaikan amanah yang diberi. Tapi selepas menonton cerita samarinda ayoub malam tadi, ak tersentuh. Allah maha mengetahui apa yang kita lakukan.. Subhanallah.. Budak ingatkan budak jer yang menderita dan sakit hati bila tiada orang yang hendak melayan kerenah budak ea. Sedangkan memang sepatutnya berlaku kerana budak sendiri selalu lupa kepadaNya. Tapi bagaimana pula insan yang telah menunaikan amanahnya di muka bumi yang kaya ini dan mengamalkan keikhlasan dalam hidupnya dan kepada orang sekelilingnya, tiba2 ditimpa ujian yang sangat dasyat. Masyaallah. Suatu dugaan yang amat besar.Dan mereka mampu lagi bersabar.Tapi aku tidak menyedari hakikatnya.Seperti cerita nabi ayub yang menghidapi penyakit yang gajil sehingga isterinya meninggalkn dia tetapi dia masih lagi patuh kepada ajaran Allah. ingatlah, sebenarnya bukan kita yang terlalu menderita tetapi ada lagi yang lebih menderita dari kita. Sabarlah dengan ujian yang diberiNya, kelak akan diberi balasan yang baik.Dan sabarlah menunggu balasanNya.Kerana Allah itu maha pengasih lagi maha mengetahui.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

   already miss court at kaka. Many memory i got there. And i will keep it in my mind. tennis,basketball, silat. Although had many troubele i can manage the game that i play until im finished school. And now im quit. If im millionaier, i can built the court at my home and call my fren to play with me everyday i get bored.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

problem is a fren

    so boring in my life i ever had and many problem come in my life unexpectedly. so many choice to do for the course. yesterday i told my mum about the english workshop at uitm and my mama told me that the fee for that program is rm400 for 3 month. seem she dont want me to go to that program. so sad for me because i'd love to go to that program.        
     im just quiet after that. fortunately my fren told me that maybe my mum so busy to care about me. Once again i told my mum about the choice i've to choose and she said to me to taking bussiness. i want to be a design artist or about the art or something else. I wanna ask her if my thinking is right or not.Seem she really busy and i thought for myself to take account. I know she will frustrated if i dont taking the course that i've already learn in school.I want to learn something new.who else will support me.I always my own choice and mostly the choice are wrong.So i take my fren advice to listen to my mum. Im really confuse. Nobody will understand me because i dont really understand who i am. I must start to find myself.
   jike wujudlah sekolah tujuan, budak akan masuk sekolah tu dan akhirnye budak thu jgak aper tujuan hidup budak atas dunia ni. kalau ader sesiapa yang boleh support budak dari blakang,tolonglah ckp kt budak. sbb budak dh xtau dah dh aper bakti yang boleh budak buat kat dunia ni.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

GEMUK!!!

          Aku thu rama orng kt malaysia ni ader masalah tu. ak pn sma..
msalah bsar lg ialah ak skarang ni duk kat rmh. rmah ak tuu dh mcm 'syurga makanan'dah nyer....
klu dulu duk kat hostel, ptg2 blh turun main. ni,ak dh tak bebas lg. kawan2 ak pun bknnyer nk pegi sewa dewan badminton ker,futsal ker. so ak lagi x bersemangat. maser tengok bigger loser dlm tv, semangat punyalah berkobar-kobar nk kurus. tp lps habis cerita tu,semangat aku pn mulalah habis.
Tu yang ak geram sangat tuu. Memang susah nk kurus tp sng nk gmuk. knpa ya??
           Tp semalam mak ak yang bru tersedar yang ak ni dah gemuk tahap yang membimbangkan, maka diajaknyer ak ke gim  kat kampusnya.mser mla2 pegi, alangkah malunya kami adikberadik sbab gim tu ade giliran lelaki pempuan. And the bad luck is yesterday is 4 the man. ramaila jgak llaki dlm  gim tuu.pastu, kitorang pergilah tgok orng memanah. Nmpak menarik jgak. pergi pnyer pergi, dgn memerhati yang agak lamA, KWAN2 mak ak teringin nk cubanya. maka dicubanyer memanah. alat dia pun dh nmpk bsar. Siap ader berat yng lain plok.ak pn cam tertarik bila tngok akak yang tgh memanah.WAlaupun dia kecik, tp tenaga dia besar.
            Kwn mak ak pegang alat memanah tu pun blh getar2 tgn diorang tp, akak yang sorang ni, siap blh panah kat sasaran plak dah. bravola akak. aderla jgak abang2 kt situ suh ak dgn angah ak try, tp g2la. Aku ni bkn berani sangat. Silap aribulan, terpanah orang,kner saman ak. mak ak pn try jgak. lps tu, kitorang pun pergilah kat gim tu. semakin lama semakin ramai.bila mak ak n kawan2 dier masuk, bagaikan aura bdk llki dlm tu kluar tau. tp ader lg orng llki dlm tu.cuma sikit jer tinggl. gim tu mmg cnggih. mcm biggest loser g2. lps kwn mak ak yng bertindak sbg pengurus gim tu(kire g2la) buat demo ckit kat kitorang, maka kami pun gner la semanfaat yang mungkin. mmg keluar peluh banyak. klu dikire blh sebaldi kot.Tp baldi kecik kot. he.. he.. sampa kul 7 kitorang bru habis.Tupun bkn cuber semuanyer. hnyer sebilangan jer. ape2 pn mmg puas hati.
         Masa kat gim tu ak jmpa kwn mak ak.. C.halim namenyer. Dia terkejut bila mak ak ckp ak ni anak dia. Ape taknya besar dari mak. Mane tak terkejut. Klu ak, terkejut gak.Dia tnyerla ak skul maner. Ak ckap dah abis skul dh. Dia cdg la kat ak suruh masuk program kat kampus tu. Siap suruh ak pergi gim mser pg sbb xder orng. Ak mmg nak pergi tp mak ak. of course x bagi. Mgkin uncle tu paham yang ak bosan tahap cipan duk kat rumah takder kejer nak dibuat. hmm... harap mak ak bleh bwak lg ak mri kat gim ni pd hari2 lain agar turun sikit berat badan ak ni.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

bdk lpasan spm n stpm mesti skarang ni jd bdk yng paling bosan. Mana taknya. Ayik duk terperap dalam rumah. Takkan nk online fb jer. Lama2 bosan jgak. Kot yer pun duk dpn komp sokmo.
so ak ambk decission untuk tulis blog. Agar ak x kbosanan tahap yng terlampau. bler duk rmah,ak ni mmg x boleh duk diam. walopun ak ni xder kamera nikon d7000 ker d3100 ker,ak ambik kputusan untuk ambik gmbr orng skeliling ak..
orng2 mmg penuh dgn misteri. sbb tu ak sker ambik gmbar.
walopun x sehebat bdk skul ak yng berguru dgn SN, itu xjd masalah. asal ak jer yng gembira dahla..