appreciate them

actually ak bru prasan yang slamer ni ayah mmg take care kat anak2 dier(including me) mser ak borak2 ksong, dgn angah ak, dier ckp ayah dh buat mcm2 kt kiter tp we dont realise it until he go to dubai,we felt something missin.he already help us to fill borang2,tnyer psl sekolah,always check bilik ank dare brsih ke tak walopun kami xsker n slalu jer suh kami berkmpul ramai2 bler sumer ader kt umah. taht thing make we realise that he really imporatant to us. so to all,appreciate the people that we always doesnt like they mumbled about something that we dont like or made the decission that we dont like.they know what to do cos they love us. skarang pun ak try untk listened to my parent,accepted what they decided to me and be more matured another time. sumer orng thu restu parent pnting untk khidupan kter. so cuber2 la hrgai org2  ni...

dad back!!!

my dad is already back!! my family so glad that he come home. since dad working at dubai, my family just stayed at home,even holiday for chinese new year. i know mama will boring but ayah told to her that he will come home as soon as possible. i pity to her. then mama got call from dad and the good news is dad came home on friday. on the next day my family and i went to mesra mall, watched 'khurafat'. its really interesting and moral value was in the movie.
pas tgok movie tu,kitorang pi melantakla plak. ak dh pakat dgn angah ak nk makn bihun tomyam.so kner beratur pnjg semata-mata bihun tomyam.ayah plak bg ak 20 inggit,hmm aper lg.. ak bli air buah glas bsar n angh abc..jgn mencontohi ak,bli yng bsar2,mlela x hbis. so i decided to pour some juice in my bihun's pot. he..he.. actually tu idea angh ak,so ak ikut jela. klu x mletup prut ak kat ctu, sper entah nak nolong..
mmg best dpt mkn angin walau untk 1 hari. its was a day to remember. thanx dad for the holiday. ;)

today, im feelin so bored. what im gonna do in my house if just watch tv read the novel that i must see dictionary always.and the most i do is eat,eat and eat. and after that z...z....z.... u know what i mean. so long ayah didnt go back to m'sia. really missed him so much. im pity to mama cause it already a long time ayah go to dubai. i think mama felt so lonely.pity on her. now is chinese new year holiday.
gong ci fa coi. to da chinese. recently i read my friend blog. their life so cheerful because she taking english class. i know its fee is expensive for me maybe so mama not  register me to the english session.
sometime im feel so suck because the life im actually want is always my friend get it. what about me?
is it not my time,god? im just waitin..
i must realise that we are not the perfect man in the world. but it hard for me cause im always look the people beside me always success on what they doing. when its gonna be my time??

gim

kemarin pergi gim dgn mak. mmg best.Sementare exercise, smpat lg budak bermesra dgn seorang akak ni. dari uitm gak,tp sbg tenaga pengajar a.k.a lecturer. finally i can talked with someone.I thought its really cool for me because im already get older and im must talk to people not only my friend. my mum already talked about to be more talkative to her friend.Man or woman. when im in school i alredy not a type woman talked with other guy.Thats why my heart will beat fast and fast and  like i want to go to another place. nervous. that my problem.arini budak try bnyak gak tool. kt gim tu. at least more than two. he.he.he..
  at that gym, there's tutor that taught me so many about the exercise im doing at there. the instructor told me that  im so panic when  im on run track tool.(actually dont know wat the name of tool). im feeling so good. at there i can do a lot of thing.just exercise. and i still remember that my friend challenge me to loose some weight. hey,buddy, i will kept our promise.

sabarlah..

       Sebagai manusia,budak selalu lupa apa yang diperintahkan tuhan.Budak slalu tidah menunaikan amanah yang diberi. Tapi selepas menonton cerita samarinda ayoub malam tadi, ak tersentuh. Allah maha mengetahui apa yang kita lakukan.. Subhanallah.. Budak ingatkan budak jer yang menderita dan sakit hati bila tiada orang yang hendak melayan kerenah budak ea. Sedangkan memang sepatutnya berlaku kerana budak sendiri selalu lupa kepadaNya. Tapi bagaimana pula insan yang telah menunaikan amanahnya di muka bumi yang kaya ini dan mengamalkan keikhlasan dalam hidupnya dan kepada orang sekelilingnya, tiba2 ditimpa ujian yang sangat dasyat. Masyaallah. Suatu dugaan yang amat besar.Dan mereka mampu lagi bersabar.Tapi aku tidak menyedari hakikatnya.Seperti cerita nabi ayub yang menghidapi penyakit yang gajil sehingga isterinya meninggalkn dia tetapi dia masih lagi patuh kepada ajaran Allah. ingatlah, sebenarnya bukan kita yang terlalu menderita tetapi ada lagi yang lebih menderita dari kita. Sabarlah dengan ujian yang diberiNya, kelak akan diberi balasan yang baik.Dan sabarlah menunggu balasanNya.Kerana Allah itu maha pengasih lagi maha mengetahui.

   already miss court at kaka. Many memory i got there. And i will keep it in my mind. tennis,basketball, silat. Although had many troubele i can manage the game that i play until im finished school. And now im quit. If im millionaier, i can built the court at my home and call my fren to play with me everyday i get bored.

problem is a fren

    so boring in my life i ever had and many problem come in my life unexpectedly. so many choice to do for the course. yesterday i told my mum about the english workshop at uitm and my mama told me that the fee for that program is rm400 for 3 month. seem she dont want me to go to that program. so sad for me because i'd love to go to that program.        
     im just quiet after that. fortunately my fren told me that maybe my mum so busy to care about me. Once again i told my mum about the choice i've to choose and she said to me to taking bussiness. i want to be a design artist or about the art or something else. I wanna ask her if my thinking is right or not.Seem she really busy and i thought for myself to take account. I know she will frustrated if i dont taking the course that i've already learn in school.I want to learn something new.who else will support me.I always my own choice and mostly the choice are wrong.So i take my fren advice to listen to my mum. Im really confuse. Nobody will understand me because i dont really understand who i am. I must start to find myself.
   jike wujudlah sekolah tujuan, budak akan masuk sekolah tu dan akhirnye budak thu jgak aper tujuan hidup budak atas dunia ni. kalau ader sesiapa yang boleh support budak dari blakang,tolonglah ckp kt budak. sbb budak dh xtau dah dh aper bakti yang boleh budak buat kat dunia ni.